should I maybe just let my bangs grow out
y/n/w

should I maybe just let my bangs grow out

y/n/w


m-c-d:

Spirit

m-c-d:

Spirit


m-c-d:

Something

m-c-d:

Something


m-c-d:

And
(reinterpretation)
Even finishing a piece so obviously based on distressing context tends to come with a certain degree of satisfaction, something to do with pride or closure or whatever. Upon finishing this, though, there was none; I felt unsettled and deprived, and not even the process of destroying something I’d worked so long and so fervently on was any sort of catharsis (which is what I honestly expected it to be). It wasn’t satisfying to destroy, not because of my history with it but because I knew what it was to represent.
So maybe this piece is an overt and overplayed interpretation of a topic which desperately needs artistic reinvention. But it’s important- for me, at least. Remembering it makes me exactly as sick as I need to be.

m-c-d:

And

(reinterpretation)


Even finishing a piece so obviously based on distressing context tends to come with a certain degree of satisfaction, something to do with pride or closure or whatever. Upon finishing this, though, there was none; I felt unsettled and deprived, and not even the process of destroying something I’d worked so long and so fervently on was any sort of catharsis (which is what I honestly expected it to be). It wasn’t satisfying to destroy, not because of my history with it but because I knew what it was to represent.

So maybe this piece is an overt and overplayed interpretation of a topic which desperately needs artistic reinvention. But it’s important- for me, at least. Remembering it makes me exactly as sick as I need to be.


m-c-d:

Fallout

m-c-d:

Fallout


work in progress, a study after monet’s four poplars
maybe i should call it 20,000 poplars
meep

work in progress, a study after monet’s four poplars

maybe i should call it 20,000 poplars

meep


and here’s a picture of me giving myself a tattoo

and here’s a picture of me giving myself a tattoo


look you guys i’m totes aly

look you guys i’m totes aly



oh yeah and sorry I just wanted to upload this here higher quality version of that painting

oh yeah and sorry I just wanted to upload this here higher quality version of that painting


psst I painted my nails today for the first time since the dawn of time and they don’t even look shitty or ANYTHING.

psst I painted my nails today for the first time since the dawn of time and they don’t even look shitty or ANYTHING.