
should I maybe just let my bangs grow out
y/n/w

should I maybe just let my bangs grow out
y/n/w
Spirit
Something
And
(reinterpretation)
Even finishing a piece so obviously based on distressing context tends to come with a certain degree of satisfaction, something to do with pride or closure or whatever. Upon finishing this, though, there was none; I felt unsettled and deprived, and not even the process of destroying something I’d worked so long and so fervently on was any sort of catharsis (which is what I honestly expected it to be). It wasn’t satisfying to destroy, not because of my history with it but because I knew what it was to represent.So maybe this piece is an overt and overplayed interpretation of a topic which desperately needs artistic reinvention. But it’s important- for me, at least. Remembering it makes me exactly as sick as I need to be.
Fallout

work in progress, a study after monet’s four poplars
maybe i should call it 20,000 poplars
meep

look you guys i’m totes aly
Where you’ll find my art also seen here but with descriptions and feelings and media and whatever else happens to be there, and where I’ll be logging new stuff.

psst I painted my nails today for the first time since the dawn of time and they don’t even look shitty or ANYTHING.